It’s going to be all right.

I went to the funeral of my uncle. When the music started, I broke inside. I remembered the times of New Years Eve with the music he used to love. I felt the tears welling up and I was overflowing with the idea of missing him forever. Then one of his grandchildren started talking about those good times at New Years Eve and I remembered all the fun times, the times we laughed, the times I looked forward to, but now can never have again. And then craziest thing happened. I started smiling. In between my tears I smiled. I think we should remember the good times. Not think about the sadness. When it was over, everyone left and I felt like we were leaving him behind. I really didn’t want to cry anymore, so I told myself: “Think of someone else. Someone who makes you feel happy.” And in popped this image in my mind. I almost instantly stopped crying and felt this calmness coming over me. I felt warm inside again. I saw the person in my mind and knew everything was going to be all right. Who this person was? That is for me to know and for you to find out. I can only tell you, he makes me feel things I haven’t felt in a while. He is the one from my dreams. Although he will probably never be mine, he still haunts me in my mind.